unconcious

Sorry, been friggin busy for the past few days. Lack of updates, i know! & my blog is dying! =(

Time is ticking fast and every living thing is made to race with it.

Born to race...

to struggle, to live,

to challenge, to accept and to deal,

in a race which you know you will never win.

Endless.

I dont know what to say or do. 

I dont know what I want. 

I dont know what am I thinking.

Been confused, worried and exhausted.

Wondering what will others think about myself, my thoughts and my needs. 

Knowing that I am making myself more misery and difficult,

Knowing that I have no option left but this,

Knowing that I have to keep holding on until the last second,

Knowing that this whole thing would be nothing but dust in the end.

I am trying my best to be happy everyday,

live it with purpose,

hope that I would not regret a thing when I look back.

♥

i miss kawan-kawanku!!

tak kira yang jauh atau yang dekat =)

I apologized for not spending time with you all lately,

life is getting tough and busy,

hope you understand that.

xxx