bad dreams/nightmares

No, the dreams are not about lost in the dark wood.

It's hard for me to fall asleep in peace and have good dreams lately, not even during siesta. I dont remember what i have dreamt, mainly they were about human interaction & such. They were brain exhausting, I knew that the dreams long for not more than 20minutes, yet they felt like forever. I woke up with headache and slightly suffocate. One afternoon, for the very very very first time, I had an abrupt electric-shock-like-ache along my spinal cord up to my brain. It was hurt. I was practically stunned. Hopefully i'll have a good rest tonight =)

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i like these 2 photos,

mixed feelings.