unreversible

my biggest mistake was to leave a piece of feeling on you,

a piece that is enough to tear me up and drown me in the sea of misery.

i can never withdraw it entirely from you,

because it is very difficult to me.

i wonder why i couldnt?

seem like i am a little too not over you,

not even after 31536000 seconds.

not falling into someone easily is my strength which i always proud of,

yet it has also become my weakness which i always fear.

time can heal, yes i know.

i am tired of spending so much time to get over one, when it just couldnt success.

everything would be flash back when i see you.

those were happy memories that i would keep, we were very friendly together.

i wonder were you feel the same way too?

i want to know the answer, but i am too scared to question.

unfortunately, the chance have missed.

everytime i see you holding hands with her, my heart bleed.

i always skipped the part of the story which is all about you and her,

yet wanting to know why you are so attracted to her.

i believe in happy ending, but it doesnt exist between us.