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I dont want things that I pray not to happen happen.

This is ridiculously sick, NO! It has happened once and I dont wish that there is another chance for another case to happen. What I have been avoiding for so long finally came to look for me. Uh fine! I just face it with guts and kick that ass with my own strong legs! I am really afraid that I have to do the things that i dislike very much just for the sake of i-dont-know very very soon. And what's the point of doing things that i dislike? Things that make my life miserable and soon would turn me into an insane nutcase. Just so I behave and live my life like everyone else, so typical, normal and usual like most people out there? I believe that I could be different if I try something out, it just that I dont have the guts for this case because I will be throwing all the stake I left on the table. I hate the feeling of losing, seriously who doesnt?That's the problem you see. Uh! Left a few more months for me to think thoroughly to prevent a huge disaster from happening to me. I hope I can make the right choice this time!

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" when darkness turns to light, it ends tonight. "