Friday, November 5, 2010

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Sometimes being a normal human could be a trouble.
I do not understand human, me.
Complicated and messed up thoughts are running wild and trying to squeeze through a small door of my mind.
I do not know how to express it, they have no exit to escape and just explode in my mind and my heart aches like a knife stabs and slices through the surface again and again.
Pain is what i feel, the feeling can never leave.
It comes back once every while.
Things can never change back to what they used to be back then.
Live through the changes.
Who to look for when you are happy, sad, angry, or numb?
No this is not about you. Im saying about myself.
Certain situation just trigger another story to begin.
Do i let myself fall into this boiling pot?
Do you think that im trying to call it a sandstorm when some dust are floating on air?
Do you think i have a messed up mind?

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