If I wake up tomorrow, will you still be here?

what is LIFE if there isn't any changes in the process? We have to keep changing to cope with present and future. Seeking for the reason to live, knowing the truth. Somehow everything has their own reason defines right or wrong, some say there is no right or wrong, because it depends on own perspective. Whatever i have learnt to live, changed abruptly. Changing is hard, but if the change is persistent, soon will become a habit. Habit leads to lifestyle. Is it true? Is it false? Nowadays it is difficult to differentiate. I have my stand to defy it. I am sorry that I did not try my best to be better.

I want to experience what other people experience, even if it is not right. I know this sounds immature but we are just human.

Why me? Why now?

You have the answers for my questions. I know the reason I have this thought because I still couldnt let go of it.

Im stucked on my own will, I am a short-sighted human being who cant look further into the future. I miss the happy-in-the-wrong-way me. Why I have become panic-stress-in-the-right-way? Because I shouldnt.

"Maybe you dont understand what im saying, because this is not meant for you."

Listening to Mike Posner's Please Dont Go.

Perfect for this afternoon.