I did what I want to do today and it felt great!!
I had my
oh-i-have-been-craving-for-so-long CheeseNaan and Teh Ais, studied in library, read some home decor magazine which makes me feel like moving to my apartment so that I could own a private space of mine and went for a jog to detoxified! A productive day but slackish night. Oh, in addition, I have learnt how to be independent! For example, having lunch without company! Last time, I wouldnt go anywhere or do anything without anyone with me, but of course I go to the loo alone. Very dependent and a little of autophobia? But now, my mind grew stronger and tougher. Oh yeah excellent improvement! Although I felt really weird and uncomfortable at the beginning, especially those stares from strangers around who are having the thought like "Why is this girl doing here all alone? Isnt she pathetic because no one cares? Hello alien from
whicheverplanet.." and etc. Sickening because I used to think of that in the past!
I felt terrific and Im so sorry. Things have changed. No more harsh and weird thoughts about people =) At least I did not do anything at anyone, but I bet people could sense what are you thinking when you're looking so better hold your thoughts because it radiates. HAHA!
Something that you didnt realise at all time is about to unleash.
Im so looking forward for everyday, because every day is a new day!
