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Now i understand the feeling completely! The feeling of being neglected, left out, isolated, the guilt of being a bad tempered and unloving daughter, no one to talk to especially 4am in the morning, whatever you see turns fugly, become so sensitive to each and every word people speaks about you, unable to forgive and forget, extremely disappointed by the result you have once putting so much effort, your confidence is shattered, strong competitive among mates is driving you nuts, no delicious food to be craved, you dont have to opportunity to express, people who you need to talk to never call back, friends who you matter never care, you thirst for compliments but humiliation and insults are what you got, people who know you the most take you for granted, treating you like a piece of shit, never appreciate you, technology which is suppose to ease your work however became a traitor, screw today, screw the time i have wasted, screw all the factor which contribute to my utterly fucked up day.