It's a new beginning

I dont know why Im here. Well, listening to music in the afternoon alone in the living room, woke up at noon just now simply feel so comfortable. Never had this feeling for so long, everything is so rushy and pushy for the past few months. Hectic! Especially my work, has been putting a lot of stress on myself. Even took away my mood and time for expressing my thoughts. Been talking in a bad tone with my dad yesterday after i came back from the disastrous 7 hours of working, feel awfully guilty for it, havent get to apologize to him. We had a great dinner last night! They wanted me to pay for the meal but i havent got my money in my bag so dad paid for me first. Hah treating my family a meal would made them a day cause they loved to enjoy food =) Anyways, i think i should probably maintain to write at least once every 2 days to keep my mind flow or else it might stucked somewhere in the nerves and the next thing happen is going to be me spamming everyone's facebook wall with "hello!" or "booyaah". It keeps them thinking that im nut or whatsoever emotional, but i enjoy dropping people some random greetings and hopefully they do do this to me sometimes. Im currently reading The Book of Tomorrow, wish i could finish it fast. I only get to read that during my break time when im working, just spend some moments with book to update my vocabulary and indulge myself in my imaginary private space. So it's sunday afternoon now!! And im blah-ing away. Im so thrilled that im going to Langkawi on next week with my old pals. Not to expect too much from it, cause expectations always end up with disappointments. I just need a getaway and fun moment.