Silent pain

It's fortunate because i dont drink, i dont smoke, i dont slit my wrist, i dont take drugs and etc. I understand why some smoke, drink or hurt themselves like nobody's business when they're depressed or stressed. Pain is the way to make yourself feel like you're still alive. Pain makes you forget the problem, it worths even if it's for a while. I dreamed a lot in my sleep since last week. The dreams get freakier by days!
Today is a bad day.

Nevertheless

When i have decided not to check out on other people's life, because they make you feel that your life more miserable and pathetic. At the same time, I simply click 'facebook' and looking out for the latest updates. Sometimes i couldnt help but keep on clicking clicking away. The body doesnt listen to your mind at all.
One word, NOSY.

(x) wake up at 2pm
(x) a slice of cheese cake from the fridge
(x) a cup of awful coffee made by myself
(x) Merlin, the series
(x) an utterly upset stomach
(x) gloomy weather
(x) living room is lighted at 5pm.

Aint a saturday that i expected, perhaps more like a keepipoe weekday. By the way, I still couldnt managed to finish A Place Called Here.