That was very weird, because i dreamt about you last night. Practically it makes me restless. Perhaps it is just another fantasy, i am the one who is oversensitive. As man grow older, they tend to worry a lot about the consequences and become indecisive at times. They are conquered by fear, no longer free as a bird. When you are a child, you believe you can be anything you want to be, go wherever you want to go. There are no limits. You expect the unexpected. You believe in magic. Then you grow older and that. innocence is shattered. THe reailty of life gets in the way and you are hit by the realisation that you cannot be all you wanted to be, that you just might have to settle a little bit less.
I do believe in magic ever since i was a child. I know that the magician's tricks arent real, they are simply illusion or some are just a lie. Yet i was amazed and amused by that. As i am reaching another stage of my life, adulthood, i knew that i have changed. I became more coward, dare not speak out loud and i am afraid. I seldom receive rejection, hence i am particularly weak in this.
I enjoy the chase, but not the fruit. I enjoythe company, but not the commitment.
Now it's my turn.
Lets have it light,
how am i going to start a conversation?
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