Sunday, July 5, 2009

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I realised that I didnt not receive praises and compliments for some time.
People tend to communicate with others, either by teasing or insulting indirectly.
They emphasize on your carelessness, your not-so-excel side.
You might think 'Oh he/she is just kidding, no harm.' or 'Maybe he/she doesnt mean it, really.'
But for a long period, they keep repeating the same old thing.
Not so creative.
You made a mistake, a decision or a suggestion...
They remembered it and talked about it for more than 72 hours.
Sickening, you feel irritated. Ok you might think that it will only last for a while.
But NO! It lasts longer than you expected. You feel offended.
Thats it!
There is the furthest you can stand, he/she has break your limit.
You tell them frankly! Straight to the point, with rage.
You thought they would listen to it.
Unfortunately, they thought that you are just exaggerating a tiny thing, no damn is given.
Well maybe you are not serious enough, not raging enough.
Ok you tried it again and again and again. Failure is what you taste.
You feel callous and unappreciated, being 'humilliate' in this way.


I just need something sweet and nice.

2 comments:

Yy said...

hey! why u seem so down? haha since u havent been receiving much praises and compliments... then i will la~

thankx for being such a good fren and replying my letters~sometimes when i feel down, i will receive ur letter and it made me smile :)

so ure funny and sweet and smart and nice
dont let a few criticism take you down~

Jennifer Tan said...

Aww thanks for all the compliments! My letters are full of colourful pictures! XD except the coming one, too much to write. LOL!