Books and Stuff

Feel like writing a post before heading to bed.

I accidentally peel off the skin and it hurts now. BAD HABIT COMING BACK AGAIN! This is what i think, I should think of what must do tomorrow before i sleep, so that i remember them the next day which i MUST carry out. I was thinking, (1)i must collect some materials for my design assignment, (2)look out for many info about Penan which we have to make it into a video, and (3)complete the site plan. Sleep is important to me, because it can wipe away depression and decrease anxiety. And also prevent me from thinking deeper and further about why this is happening to me, blablablah nonsense. No, im not having THAT moment now. Im just expressing, like releasing my leftover inspiration of the day into this post, so that it doesnt get wasted, because i tend to forget on the next day, which if i didnt write them out, they will be forgotten and disappear forever! Maybe. I used to think that, maybe one day i could be a writer! I could write books like Cecelia Ahern or Sophie Kinsella. fyi: I read their books, and they are my favourites. I used to read Enid Blyton when i was in high school, you know, borrow his book from the library every week and take home to read it. Then i tried to like Sabrina the Teenage Witch and the Goosebumps, but failed. I dislike them. Oh there was a book which i enjoy reading it was a cartoon book, which is short and simple, fun and about Spanish. Something to do with tomatoes festival in Spain. Ah that book is fun but i have forgotten the name, sorry. Thats it all about, i wanted to write more but im distracted by other stuff. Totally lost my idea.

PM

Im starting to read again! I was reading "how to think like a great graphic designer" which has 249 pages. There was a number of books given by my Horticulture lecturer for us to refer to, well i picked to read this ebook first because of the captivating title.

Besides, i found out that my room is the perfect spot for people watching activity. As you didnt know, my room is facing directly to the walkway, anyone walking in and out i see, if my curtain is open. Though, sometimes it kind of annoying listening to the heavy footsteps made by people and their scary laughters and blah blah chit chatting noise. Since it is the Ramahdan month, most of us, non Muslims are stocking up our food closet, not that we have a closet for food, but thats what running pass my brain. Hmm bread is really important to us, it fills our stomach when we have no other choices of food out there. Cafeteria has been selling the same old dishes, everyday, ever since years ago. It bores me when i think about that.

I just filled my stomach with Campbelli's instant soup and a few Chipsmore cookies. I had a good sleep in the afternoon. I like it when lecturer dismiss the class earlier. I like it when im about to dry laundry and there is the sunny sky! I like to stare outside my window to see the rain pours down. Here, i get to see the rain directly from where i seated. There was a thunder growling through the sky and a person was closing her ears to filter the volume. I need to get something comfy for my chair because i need to sit on it for hours and it is killing my butt. My butt is suffocating! I abhor sitting for a long period, thats why i never interested in becoming a clerk who needs to be seated for hours.

I guess i need to get back to my reading. I still have a number of assignments to finish, but i have no intention in doing them at the moment. I was having the gloomy evening mood again.

MadHatter

I like scented body wash nowadays, it cheers me up! My room currently is stinky with the smell of wet laundry which i abhor very much, i need to get an air refresher!! Wardrobe air refresher is not working out properly, not enough of apple scent which suppose to be heavy. Blah! I have no idea why am i writing about this. So far, i have check out a few malls in Johor. The best is Tebrau City Mall, however Sutera Mall has an amazing landscape which wow me, especially the washroom because the project is carried out and designed by Singaporeans. So you know how it

should looks like.

I have a thing for washrooms, clocks and lamp posts. I went into a few deco shops which sell some adorable clocks, intended to get one but it is a little pricey. So much for having many thoughts before making a purchase. Sometimes i doubt about myself, i couldnt make an instant decision even if just ordering food or drinks, of course not talking about choosing a boyfriend or life partner. I often have 2 choices at one time, then i will be having BIG problem to crack my mind to choose either one, which usually takes up a lot of the golden time. At last, making a rush decision which is unsure because time is running out.

Im liking my studio assignments because it gives me chance to express whats running wild in my mind. Now i have the chance and excuse to doodle some crazy nonsense which entertains me.

Hopefully this course is my cup of coffee. Speaking of coffee, I havent take a sip of Starbucks drinks for 3 weeks already. I miss Starbucks like hell, couldnt find the alike thinkers here. Nescafe isnt giving me the satisfaction, though it is kicking my every day. Trying to cut down the intake of caffiene because im afraid that it will decrease my state of memory, which i already having problem to memorize certain stuff. Thinking about the plants scientific names that im going to gallop in my brain in the future simply gives me fear. I seriously need somebody

to speak English with me here, or else my language is going to slack down and become unefficient. I dont give a damn of trying to speaking Malay unless it is really really neccessary.

I must approach people around me with a smile on my face. Teehee, convince myself to feel good and be friendly.