Meletup!

Here i am again!

Im very upset because i dont get to do what i like and want right away. Im going to work later! Yet Im desperate to play Ultimate on the field as well. Same goes for tomorrow. What the heck am i doing?! I want to play and sweat my heart out. Grr! I AM PISSED.

My grandma is whining and nagging by herself because her grandkid cant get her what she wanted to eat! I think she is upset too.

I taste my own fruits now, where i used to treat others like that? I taste the bitterness. Even if you're fucking bored and looking for somebody to talk to? Didnt i ever cross your mind? wtf, I need some dramas for my life. I think Im handicapped for some reasons, cause i cant even walk on my own, cant think for my own, cant do it on my own. Oh look at the bright side of my life, they are history. How about present? I doubted everything. Confusing much, i cant read anyone's face or mind.

I didnt know how to bring back the happiness from the past, or make it work again.

Sometimes, things just change.

Chances come and go.

Things happen at the right and certain time, I dont know.

Am i hinting myself to enjoy present? Weird thought.

Whenever I...

ended a post, there's always another inspiration coming up which makes me continue to write the following. Currently, im attracted to Ultimate right now. Eager to master the ways to throw the disc because looking at the others who managed to throw in the right direction with full force simply initiate the flame in your body. Attending UTC makes my skin become darker due to excessive hours of exposing under the sun, but the satisfaction is there, basics are learnt and rules are understood. Speaking of UTC, i still have a feedback email to respond.


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The lifestyle of the rich and the famous is... (fill in the blank)